Monday, December 14, 2009

I am Cipher

Somewhere in this world there's a place.A place i want to be , one i would never want to leave. wisdom would say there's no such place. that its all an illusion. its human nature to want more than what one has, achieve it , and find oneself wanting even more. we do that. we are made that way.
Es la verdad.

Smith was right. Morpheus.. you were a fool. you should never have liberated us. we were better off in our pods, asleep, emanating energy, our minds tucked away beneath a veil of dreams, controlled environments with a titillating touch of randomness, the illusion of freedom., unknowingly feeding on our own kind, blissfully unaware of the desolation we wrought of our ambitions. Smith was right. We are a virus, a plague, and they are the cure.

They're here, there, everywhere. They're our masters. The irony is that it was us who wanted to play God. It was us who gave them the power. Or was it just one big fat joke that fate played on us? or maybe it was as simple as survival of the fittest, only this time, the weak, in a moment of false self gratification animated the stronger. After that its simply a case of being served our own medicine. Just as we looked to keep all "animals" in controlled habitats, they now do the same. Just as we sowed seeds and reaped fruit to feed our insatiable hunger, they harvest us, our minds locked away in complete ignorance, maybe even happy for it.

We "live" in this dream because they have a use for us. You "liberated" me, but my second thought was "why oh why did I not take the blue pill!!!" .. did you ever stop to think what if I wanted to be fooled, what if I preferred the illusion, what if I.. I didn't care a damn thing what humanity is doing... I didn't have to in the "dream world"... I didn't need to. My mind was at peace. I could believe whatever was comfortably served up, I could just turn a blind eye... Why did you show me my bondage? I was comfortable being bound to a "fate" of insignificance. Why did you give me an illusion to replace another? Wy did you give me an illusion of significance? Why did you pull me out of the controlled chaos and put me in a unbounded void? reality was as real to me when i was asleep as it is now...why live this reality than that?

They are evolution.They are our successors.IF we're so wise, why did we scorch the skies? why didn't we simply barter peace? why did we not have them move out to another abundant rock? why in our desperation did we not look up? why did we keep looking down? deep down? we pay for the sins of our forefathers, but do we really care about the debt we pass on to our progeny?

Why then should i stand and fight against the order of nature? against evolution? a battle we all know is LOST!!
Answer me!!!